Earthworm
I feel dejected
A lonely future of failure
And I'm growing
Very angry

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

I'm fucking miserable
And worthless
No self-esteem
And it sometimes hurts

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

Earthworm
Earthworm
Earthworm
I'm a lot like you

I was taught to love
But I learned to hate
Bisect me
I will regenerate

Hate Grows Stronger
My rage burns deep inside me
My will to hate is strong
I can't keep control my anger
It is tearing up my mind

I'm pissed off at the world
For reasons I don't know why
I put the blame on you
Your existence I despise

I can't relate with your world
And I don't want to try
To me you're all so fucked
I choose to stay away

I'm pissed off at the world
For reasons I don't know why
I put the blame on you
Your existence I despise

Hate grows stronger
Hate grows stronger

World Of Hurt
Take me away from
All this shit I'm seeing
It's time to make a change
This life is ruining me
I've got to get away
I've got to get the fuck out
Out of this dreary place
Out of this wasted life
I want more out of life
Than sadness and pain
I search for happiness
But it's never obtained

Where do I belong?
Where do I fit in?
I have to escape
From this misery within

I Hate You
Only one thing comes to mind
When I look into your eyes
I think of all those times
All I did was despise you

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

A discomforting extreme
When I think of all those times

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

Ruined
No!!!
More will my friends stand for
My drunken belligerence
Girls won't put up with my
Stubborn ignorance
Things used to be simple
I wish I was still five
Now drugs and booze keep my alive

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you, or me

Loving couples, smiling children anger me
Fills me with hostility
The way you live, can't seem to find
What it's about
Arbor hospital, you never should've let me out

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you I'm ruined

You fuckers never should've let me out

I'm ruined

Fed Up
Sometimes I wish I could start over
Another chance
Not just a drug abusing lonely alcoholic
But most of the time I really
Don't give a fuck

I used to be happy
I used to have friends
Now all I have are these three fucking assholes

And I'm getting sick of their shit too

Stricken
Out of drugs, pissed off again
I think I am nearing the end
Another fucking day
Another disappointment
Scars in my flesh tell the story
- Of a broken man

Pessimistic existence
Numb myself with chemicals
Drunk and fucking angry
I'm sick of fucking screaming
How much longer can I take
Living a life without no meaning

Fucking stricken

Dreams and goals = void loneliness confusion
Trapped within a cell of negativity
Why try??? When failure is the norm
Work sucks, life sucks
I wish I was never born

Come To Grief
Encounter many problems in life
Dealing with a constant strife
Confidence nowhere to be found
Ability run into the ground

My future looks extremely bleak
An immediate exit I seek
Ready to take my chances with fate
Carve my name in a block of slate

Razor blades are everywhere
They'll help me through my despair
Horizontal slashes-the wrist
Bleed, purge, my final bliss

My equilibrium is way off balance
I should be placed under surveillance
As I add to these holes in the walls
Life's got me by the balls

Watch me as I come to grief
Writhing in my final release
Agony like you've never known
From this clump of dust I'm thrown

Betrayal!!!
Betrayal!!!
Deceived me
I'll screw you all in the end