Qed
dare to speak of hope and aspiration. these foul words, manufactured
idols and the bait of lemmings. only futility is eternity. only one
sunrise will tell
Salt
Mine
there is prostitution in everything wrought under the sun. there is
agenda that will bastardize and besiege us all. Within the in equation
of ambition and subsistence file the sum less lines of the mortgaged.
an annexation to the droning. insomniatic servitude to an infinity
of misery
Corners
time does nothing but work against me. I wake alone and walk alone
between the walls that insecurity has built around me. forced into
circuits, into circles, into cycles. I find all my refuge in corners.
it''s the only place where things meet
Dataclast
I''ve never wanted to admit the absolute and to its no absolution.
that with much knowledge comes much anguish. that privity becomes
Pandora''s plague. it is the iodine that indelibly stains. It is a
lupus that disseminates and infects our being from the day we are
born. Never will I sleep again until I''ve plundered every chapter
and ripped out every page. I will slash and burn and salt the earth
so that nothing will grow.
Blight
Of Element
The longest battle I''ll never win. A scripture versed in the waning
words of an already dead language. A vanity bearing unbearable exhaustion
that prunes the heart and discolors the soul. My own worst enemy in
which there is nowhere to run. The unabated decimation of self. Mine
is sole witness to this never again
Talon
Of Dominion
Let this stand as a monument to my abandonment and submission to the
clutches of consumption. A penance of control for the iniquity of
breath. It is irrefutable that we become apostle to mechanism. It
is design that orchestrates the perpetuity of tyranny and doctrine
of drudgery and toil. Talon of dominion, skewer of empire, as certain
as the blackening of another tomorrow.
Unrequited
Blood
When will we concede that there is an absolute significance deficit
concept of the human being. The rape is indigenous to our existence
and that already we can never and will never be able to pay the debt
of blood upon this land. Burn alive all humankind. Burn it at the
stake. Burn it as retribution for its blatant defilement of itself.
Burn it for its never ending void of purpose. Burn it on principle
alone.
Wartorn
These are the debit souls. Force fed notions of nation and bearing
rags of sovereigns yet to fall. They play servant to lines in the
sane. They are the shrapnel embedded in the womb of history and of
all time to come. Wartorn is the unborn, the undead martyr. The life
long crucifixion.
Sum
And Substances
And if at any time it should fall, I will raise and carry the banner
of hopelessness and lead its war. I would die in theatre for that
which itself is infallible and undying
Riven
Here are the lines of the ultimate fabrication. The sickening irony
of adhesion to unallied hypocrisy. Playing self written, wound licking
roles in sob story after sob story. Scripts lie shredded, torn, riven.
Reversal
Denial
I can no longer deny or disavow that there is a part of me that is
a part of it. A process regenerated by process reciprocating godhead
apparatus that never ends. A grip that wrenches and discards threadbare.
A piece of that which I abhor.
Lithographs
Enumerate the nameless and the unarticulated. Falsify their saintliness
and chisel them into stone. From the distance I can hear your silence
and I beg you not to fall into this snare. Of the many things worthy
of dying there are none worthy of killing. Read what is hidden behind
the paper, color and tears. They are double edged. Here every life
given is adorned with the guilt of a life stolen from another child
that cries for a loved one they never knew.
Intravenous
Gagged and bound in pen and ink dead fall. The reiteration. The shallow
depth of words that no one ever hears. There is numbness in speaking
meaningless idioms to a faceless mass. I know the gridlock and the
stalemates. I know insignificance all too well.
A
Monument To Failure
The stories are always the same and the excuses even more familiar.
Another generation of slaves and masters coughed up and reswallowed.
Another stagnant continuum of the status quo. Increments of time are
the barriers of this isolation. Over these walls there isn''t a life
worth pursuing.
In
Absence
Nail down in contempt all that threatens with thought or bother. A
crusade of listlessness and obedience to prosthetic actuality. Our
effortless evasion of efforts is the definition of complacency in
its truest form. We idolize and defy with idle eyes and emptiness